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| So its my birthday today. I am 30 years old. We'll I don't remember the last time I posted on this but my life has changed dramatically. I am married now I own a house and I have a 6 month year old. Bet you didn't see that one coming. I got married on july 4 2010 closed on the house in early september the day we settled found out she was pregnant. I am happy overall but I worry about things to much. How to pay the next bills, my family, immediate and distant. My dad accidently and unknowingly has become hooked on pain meds buying a house he can't afford in another country a world away, my teenage sister is going thru some type of emotinal and physical crisis, as well as my mom be a zombie to the whole matter. My wife lost her job while she was 8 months pregnant and I feel like i'm expected to fix everything. Probably why i've been up all night thinking about life and the future. I am tired. Mainly so of my side of the family. I can deal with my wife Aimee and baby Lucas. Finacially I feel everything will work out but I am always scheming. Its tight but what else is new. We'll I started trying to pick up a second job delivering italian food believe it or not. Which I will stop after a good 3 weeks. Funny I probably make more than the ppl managing me but it is humbling. I've probably lost money but more important time doing so. Live and learn. What else is new we'll I haven't touched my turntables in months until 2 weeks ago where I got convinced to organize everything. It was good to mess around earlier this morning. We'll I can go on and on but i've been up all night and it is now 6 am. I am supposed to be at work in a few hours then go to work for the second to last time delivering food and I haven't slept yet. My mind has been wondering all night. In this moment in time I felt like I should record some of my thoughts to look back to. I can go on and on about how I got here since I last wrote but I really do need to try and sleep. It is going to be a long day. 30 years old. A marking point but just another day I suppose or at least that was how I was raised. Which makes me think again about how I was raised and how I want to raise my son. Here I am babbling again. I really do need some sleep. Oh yeah I have a meeting this morning. damnit. Until next time. Hopefully I will commit to it and try to update my life happenings to the internets. We'lll goodnight/ morning :-/ | | |
| so past week or so i've came from two extremes doing jack shiet to being extremly busy eh or busy to my standard lately. Veterans day past weekends so ended up slakking off and pretty much stayed at aimees and did nothing but watch t.v. We did go to see the awakeing which was pretty freaking kewl alot of places around d.c. that I want to check out. Funny I live or grew up around here but never really went to see the sites. Anyhow yesterday ended up doing a show at velvet lounge with a bunch of local acts ardaplus minus double plus flex remstar and housana and mac one from hawaii not sure if I spelled the last one right but dude from hawaii. Really good show at velvet lounge thou. Mac one was really dope Make me want to step up my game. I really need to get some new equipment. But I need money first so I guess I should prob concentrate on workin. Which brings me today got home at 3am or so woke up around 630 or so then off to work ended up somehow doing dcps shiet. Man thats a clusterfukk So yeah I guess I'm moved up i dunno I just need to get paid more damnit. Went around the district on special projects all shirt and tied out. meetings and shit I sat on felt real professonal like. anyhow here I am posting on this before I pass out. Until next time. I need to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz | | |
| dayum have been waiting 26 years for this entry and dayum another random one. So waited for my friend J to come down from eastern shore eastsidez anyhow waited a lil longer than expected due to some legal jail issues wasn't J bug G man who saw that coming. Long story just ask me in person anyhow thur also had a show in georgetown djing for Flex but man that sucked promoter didn't show till late and no one had tables Wack was raining and dude was playing shiet off of media player that sucked. So I left Flex there and left back to meet up with J actually let me back it up to early the week when I was a ripe old age of 25 fixed the caddy got brakes dun front ones atleast next day freaking got a flat tire FUKK changing that shit in the rain OOHOH wait let me back it up again for you So I got moved from my building to with my homies at reeves woot working on dcps shizzy ok back to future so let me bring my Spastic redbull caffeined coffee self back to the begining WOW ok here it goes past week changed brakes got flat ended up having to change all tired that I got off an afrian man in an ally for 120 bucks installed waited for friends who showed up late due to legal issues (hearing drama from that all weekend) attemted to dj wack show in gtown met with friends ended up meeting skinny mel the gf and friend in cp drank next day didn't go to work but still got paid for it cuz i'm on a "special project" back to bar cuz G left her phone there ate a chicken shaped hotdog waiting around for everyone to arrive for show in va gf has a seizure frantically look for backup last min dj found one wait for gf rents then off to show friends get shitty walk out on tab (hide in woods) ended up paying for tab saw some dope hip hop acts drive back dazed not drunk tired from no sleep but buzzed on mulitple redbulls and caffeine ended up talking and drinkin till 6-7 am sleep for 2-3 hrs cook stuff go downtown buy sister gift then write around the city like the good old days on the train. back home then to naptown to gf rents house where I miss out on a funeral ceromone forget to mention gf uncle passed earlier during week can't sleep dazed and here I am now at gf house at 4am thinkin about some bagel puzzel which I think I just solved and peeling potatos cuz I said I was gonna make breakfast whew..,.. so that was my week and dayum I'm getting old. OH yea I got an ipod 80 g (only gift I got this year) but I didn't tell anyone it was my bday. We'll atleast I got to see some good friends and my mom atleast called me and didn't forget this year. until next entry. dayum i'm tired.
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| so this past weekend ended up going camping. Radom. We'll my aunt came over friday with my moms to d.c. and cooked hot pot eh then went to aim's place next day her roomate planned on going camping so then we ended up going along also pretty random just went for a day nothing to crazy I cooked some stuff drank a lil bit never seen her roomate that drunk before thou did get awakened to my girls roomate having sexytime at 6 am loud as shiet... then went back home Aim ended up having a red out driving back took her to eye doctor found she had an ulcer in her eye sucks to be her. Tellin her to take her contact off we'll got some drops for her from the doctor also went to annopolis see her parents they bought a yauct rated speed boat at the boat show lol haha pretty funny. Looks like a nice boat so I guess this weekend we're going to go on a boat. we'll ended up taking care of the gf woke up early as shiet and now i'm back at work blah work sux blah Man I miss my tables I need to hook them joints up damnit.. | | |
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